May 2012
1 post
I’m in the worst place possible . No fuckin friends, no husband, broke as Fuck . It’s all just fuckin lovely and I’m getting really fucking tired of being the only one trying when I don’t get a GOD DAMN THING in return except my hopes up . So Fuck it , Fuck you, and you, and you . So so so tired. Going to sip my damn moscato and call it a night . Fuck this.
April 2012
2 posts
I realized
If someone doesn’t want to be your friend, they will find every excuse or mistake you do to end the friendship .
Ahhhhhhhhhh
My baby is coming home !!!!!!!!!!!!+2?#.;#”?3;?’# a little over 30days
March 2012
6 posts
February 2012
13 posts
been awhile
but i’m here to vent . holy fuckk, i want to shoot this dog in the fucking head . always fucking barking and being loud with someone for no fucking reason . like sit the fuck down . its so damn annoying!! other than that, life still sucks for the most part . only good thing is i start school on monday thank jesus . i only work three days this week, which i guess is good so i don’t...
slow jam
Kinda night for me.
I know the color of loveeeee and it lives inside of youuuuuu .
too much stress
i want to cry :( first the shit with my family, then i get into an accident, then i fall and semi-twist my ankle . can i ever just get a freakin break ? school starts in less than two weeks and i can’t take all of this :’(
Freezing.
It should not be thirty degrees inside the house. I’m so freakin cold -____-
today sucks
gotta manage my money & everything . well, basically this paycheck sucks . i need to pay my step mom, pay registration for the car, then the usual stuff like groceries & i need to get some scrubs to start school too . blahhh .
D R A M A
ahh i hate life right now, i haven’t updated in awhile but i still HATE living at my dads . now i might not move to my moms cause of all this EXTRA drama their doing right now . maybe i can find a job as soon as school is over & get the hell out of here . just me & lex, maybe down to VA beach and spend time with my in-laws . idk but i have to get out of here . i’ll figure...
Corey Matthews is cute when hes serious
January 2012
139 posts
my poor baby
has pink eye :( it makes me so sad . she doesn’t seem to notice or care she has it though . thank god for a doctors appt today . im going to take her to that, then after clean out my car & let her play outside while i do that . now i think i’m gonna go clean my room some more .
OMG
selena gomez, on the cover of the march issue of cosmo !? can’t wait ! people are all shocked & have opinions cause she was a disney star, but uhm . isn’t dakota fanning younger than her ? i’m not sure, but i think she is & she was on last months cover . omg i can’t wait to see the selena gomez one . shes too beautiful for words ! <3
BLAHHHH
ohmygah . not a good night, & then i gotta go get a ppd test done in less then an hour . i ordered hubbys shoes last night so hopefully they’re here by friday cause i’m trying to ship this package ASAP . ugh i miss him so much, & i love taking advantage of holidays to shower him with more love :) i just wish he could actually BE HERE . ugh . been off 3days & i work...
time to be a grown up
make a list of all the food i have
make a menu from the amount i have
make a grocery list so i can go shoppin
work out some more today
yuppp. sounds like fun .
so tired
i am exhausted & i would be lounging today but i picked up a shift, yet again . oh well, its all about the money . i also need to get in a little work out before work . my legs are STILL sore though oh well like my baby says ‘no pain no gain’ . ugh i miss him so much, so far i have down 26.9% meaning i have 73.1% to go till he is home for good :( so a little under 3quarters to go ....
